<h1 style="text-align: center;">A Noble Effort?</h1>
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<p>There are a few different reasons that I decided to write this blog, and like everything in life there are intertwining complexities that go with anything one partakes in, some seem positive some seem negative, some are planned, others catch you by surprise – even the wisest man cannot calculate every outcome that may occur to one’s actions.</p>
<p>For one, letting people close to me know about <a href="https://blog.loveawake.com/">this blog</a> from the beginning probably wasn’t the best idea, though at the time I thought it couldn’t hurt – I actually didn’t fully intend to write a dating game blog, I knew I was going to write about girls and sex, as they are the subjects that occupy my mind on most occasions, and I know it occupies most men’s minds most of the time – I know this because I’ve been close friends with a lot of guys out there over the years, I’ve known a lot of people, that sometimes it’s easy to forget – there’s been <a href="https://www.loveawake.com/free-online-dating/Germany-dating-service.html?gender=female">even more girls</a>, and some even easier to forget, some are etched in my mind for as long as I live.</p>
<p>Do I regret letting some of these friends and lovers aware of my blog, some intentional, others unintentional? No. I live my life without regret, the choices and actions I take on, although spontaneous and rash, are still usually built from a confident place that I assume I know what I’m doing, and when growing up, I have always known I’ve been able to get out of tough situations over and over again. Basically I know I can handle whatever life throws my way. With that said, I’d probably rather people that I know not know about my blog or read it, not because I mention them, or describe them in any way, but because this part of me is only one part of me, and it’s not always as familiar as my natural in person state. Then again, maybe it is. Either way I started this blog under the guise of anonymity and I may have been influenced to let them know for a little attention – I am not below this behaviour entirely.</p>
<p>My point is, for them to read my blog seems kind of like my bragging, like it’s a locker room or bar talk – which stylistically I have tried to incorporate into the blog – I don’t intend for this to be a Tucker Max style brag fest. In reality I write this for as much myself, as to try and help out a staggeringly large group of men out there, and some women, who need a little wisdom passed down to them – and at the same time, shameless self promotion for future potential sales of my novels and or once burgeoning tv/film career – the tv and film side took a few dark turns, sometimes you can work with friends and others you can’t. If you do, best be sure that they are <a href="https://www.loveawake.com/free-online-dating/Germany-dating-service.html?page=46">your true friends</a> and have the same interests as you to at heart – if they don’t, it’s most likely doomed to ruin the friendships.</p>
<p>There have been more than a few reasons that friendships have come and went – just like the myriads of women that have come and gone from my life – after a while everything seems transient. Even family can seem so, being separated like some twisted ex-patriot trying to live in a society free of outward pressures. Through this lifetime of transient nature, you learn a certain wisdom, that nothing is forever, and that all good things, and bad things, come to an end – yet this trajectory leaves one with no more substance except that of one who fully appreciates every moment he has with others in this lifetime, that often seems devoid of meaning and overall substance. Mix this with the <a href="https://blog.loveawake.com/2019/05/10/poisonous-people-when-you-need-to-wash-toxic-people-out-of-your-life/">toxic society</a> of glitz and lollipop culture and you get a sense that the whole thing seems like a waste of time.</p>
<p>All in all though, <a href="https://www.loveawake.com/free-online-dating/Germany-dating-service.html?gender=male">if you are a centered man</a>, aware of how life really works, you know that this is all just the effects of change – and you either embrace change or you end up getting defeated and thwarted by change. There is a change blowing in the wind my friends, what this change ultimately becomes relies partly on a man taking action, and partly with a man having the right frame. I have always chased after change, sometimes rushing in where angels fear to tread. I do not ever second guess my actions, but at times I reflect on the destruction left in it’s wake. What wisdom teaches one is, that there is always creation and destruction – the two are never separated – and with that you valiantly march on and go forward, for the past is something to be remembered, not relived.</p>
<p>I write these words for all of you, dancing angels of the night, magic Lothario’s of the day – enjoy the splendors life offers you – take what’s yours, and never look back with regret – maybe some day in your old age home, or in my case if I make it there, from a South Pacific Island beach, with 20 year old girl on each arm, you can look back at it all and marvel at what an interesting mother fucker you were.</p>
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